1017 - .10g - gbbn
910 - .10g - wi8 we8 md8 gi5 gi1 -
800 - .10g - wm1 wm6 md8 - g flashes but really bad weird puu
248 - .20g - md8 wm1 wi5 -
1256 - .20g - gi1 gm6 wi5 wm1 - feel a lot better but got a headache
sometimes with some new ones i think "i feel a lot better" like that but it's
usually the green ones. i'm getting really headachey selfconscious 2hr in
starting to feel like irrationally negative and can't do stuff
1250 win wi1 ei4 wi5 wi8 wmd md8
130 - .10g - wm5 wm8 wi5 md8 gi1 gi5 gio gmn -
1240 - .10g - wm1 wm5 wm6 gi5 gm6 - it flattened the ins from before. was it wi5 and gi5?
i'm not horrible or anything but i was feeling good in every way last 2
crashed out end not good anymore
1145 - .10g - wi5 wm1 md8 wm5 wm8 - listening ot music, selfconscious bvut good end
that rlly weird thing with the head and smelling mcdonalds tho insp
1005 - .10g - gm5 gm8 gm6 gi1 gi5 - couldnt sleep but kinda insp after i got up
906 - .10g - md8 wmd wm1 wm5 wm8 wm6 wi1 wi5
807 - .10g - gin gi1 gi4 gi5 gio gmn gm5 gm6 gm8 gbn -
715 - .10g - rmn rbn rm1 re3 ri8 rm8 gi5 gi1 gm6 - bad. mad
600 - .10g - wbo we3 we8 wm5 wm8 win wi4 wi8 wmn wm5 wm8 wmd md8 - bad
417 - .10g - gmn gm5 gm8 gm6 gio gi1 gi5 - *_* but idk guess i didnt like it
325 - .10g - wi5 wm5 wm8 md8 rm8 ri8 rm1 re3 -
105 - .10g - gio gbn gi4 gm5 gm6 gmn gi1 gm8 gi5 gin - kinda bad
115? - .10g - wm5 wm8 win wi4 md8 rm1 rm8 - really FUCKING BAD
1037 - .15g - wi4 wi8 wm5 wm8 wmd md8 gm5 gbn gi1 gi5 gio - really fucking bad
940 - .15g - wi1 wi5 wm1 wm6 - soooooooooooo sooooooooooooooo so so so bad
830 - we3 wm5 wm8 md8 ri8 rm8 rm1 - good watched boxing cried then pretty bad
115 - gi1 gi5 gm8 - woke so nuked next morning
idk - wi8 we8 md8 wi5 -
1103 - .20g - gio gmn gm5 gi1 gi5 wm5 wm8 wi5 wm1 - really realluy really bad
924 - .20g - wmd md8 win wi4 wi1 wi5 wi8 - floaty and stuff but okish end
757 - .20g - gin gio gi4 gi5 gi1 gmn gm6 gm8 gm5 - rlly bad goopy ^ mo not * at all
643 - .20g - wm5 wm8 wm1 wm6 - bad goopy sucks
529 - .25g - gi1 gi5 gbn gi4 gin wi8 md8 wi1 wi5 - blegh
408 - .25g - wm6 gm6 - i'm sorry but they're bad i think. goopy ^
228 - .25g - wm1 wm5 wm8 wi5 rm1 - mo weird floaty ^
1242 - .25g - wi5 md8 gi5 gbn - flashes of good and * but ^ and floaty
i think i may be getting a headache because the dose is low?
maybe i could try doing .30g every 1.5 hours
1148 - .15g - rmn rm8 gm5 gm8 wm5 wm8 -
1020 - .15g - wi1 wi5 md8 wmd - still pretty bad.... worse?
930 - .15g - wmn wm5 wm8 wm1 - soooo swimmy and crumpy
830 - .15g - wm5 wm8 wi5 md8 - p g *_* then nervous self weird end
nite wm1 gmn gm8 - woke pretty nuked
1049 - wm1 wmn wm5 wm8 -
935 - wmd md8 wi5 gi1 gi5 - kinda bad
832 - wm1 wi8 wi5 wi1 win wi4 -
735 - gi1 gi5 wmd md8 we3 we8 - pretty bad end
610 - rm1 re3 rm8 rbn ri8 gio gi1 gi5 - such a bad headache at the end
454 - .15g - wm1 wm5 wm8 gmn gm5 gm8 - really hot headachey bad end
332 - wi1 wi5 gi1 gi5 - really bad end
227 - re3 rbn rm1 md8 wmd wm1 - kinda bad
1239 - gin gi4 gio gi1 gi5 wi4 wi8 wi1 wi5 - rlly bad
1135 - gi1 gi5 wi1 wm1 wmn - really fucking bad
1040 - rm1 rm8 md8 wm1 wmd - it was a faux pas , glimmering good * but crumpy
headachey ^ weird cant do stuff selfconscious guilty etc
853 - gi1 gi5 wi1 wi5 - kinda bad man
800 - gm5 gm8 wm5 wm8 gi5 wi5 - idk man kinda foggy, fine ish but not good
700 - wmd md8 wm5 wm8 wm1 - worse, crashed out end headache etc
600 - wi1 wi5 gi1 gi5 - i thought it was way worse but i was way better at the
end when you think about it. maybe still pretty mad or
crumpy but who knows why
nite - wmd md8 wm5 wm8 wm1 - woke up crumpy and mad?
1005 we3 we8 wi8 win wi4 wi1 wi5 -
750
515 - .20g - wm1 wm5 wm8 gmn gm5 gm
8 gio gin -
410 - .20g - wmd md8 wi1 wi5 - kinda bad
320 - gm1 gm5 gm8 we8 win wi4 wi8 wm5 wm8 notn good
223 - .20g - wm1 wi1 wi5 md8 -
134 - .15g - gi1 gi5 gio rmn rbn rm1 ri8 - kinda bad idk
1147 - .15g - we3 we8 wmd md8 wi8 wi5 - omg rlly fing bad end so out of it hot headache
1035 - .15g - wbo wm5 wm8 wm1 gbn gm5 gm8 -
935 - .15g - wm5 wm8 wmd md8 wi1 wi5 -
830 - gi1 gi5 wi8 we8 - why did i take this it was so bad
730 - wm5 wm8 wm1 wmd wi5 md8 - crazy and uncomf but g end
122 - gi1 gi5 wi1 wi5 -
1145
1028 - we3 we8 md8 wmd wi5 wi1 -
933 - gi1 gi5
823 - .20g - md8 wmd we3 wmn wm5 wm8 wi1 wi5 wi4 win wbo -
736 - .15g - wmd we8 wi8 wm1 wm5 wm8 md8 - oh my fucking god man how is this so bad?
how is this so bad? it makes no sense, it doesn't make any fucking
sense!!!!!!!! IT MAKES NO SENSE IT MAKES NO SENSE IT MAKES NO SENSE
630 - .15g - gi4 gin gio gi1 gi5 wi1 wi5 - and sthng? idk. bad ^ not * at all man
518 - .20g - md8 wmd wm5 w8 wi1 wmd wi5 wm8 wi4 wm1 -
400 - .20g - gi1 gi5 md8 wi8 we8 wm5 - bad, ^, weird, mad
300 - .20g - wmd md8 wi5 wi1 wm8 we3 - V *_* then ^ crumpy weird hot headache end
200 - .20g - wm1 wmn wm5 wm8 gi1 gi5 - idk betterish maybe but kinda bad sad end
1240 - .20g - wm5 wm8 md8 wi8 wi1 wi5 - way better then kinda worse end
1121 - .20g - gi1 gi5 wi1 wi5 - kinda really bad
1017 - ri8 rm1 rm8 gm5 gi1 gi4 - confused really bad sad crazy panicking
900 - wm5 wm8 md8 gi1 gi5 i think, mixed, was getting kinda insp but then too crazy
845 - .20g - wm5 wm8 md8 wi1 -
337 - win wi1 wm1 gi1 gi5 -
152 - .20g - rm1 rmn rm8 wmn wm5 wm8 wm1 - really fucking bad
1150 - .20g - wi1 wm1 wi5 wi4 - maybe better but still really bad
1042 - .20g - gi1 gi5 wm5 wm8 wi8 md8 - really really really realluy bad
945 - md8 we8 wm1 ri8 rm1 re3 - pretty bad weird dysphoric sad slipping away
830 - wi1 wi5 gi1 gi5 - really bad, really weird, headache, so strong
1152 - .25g - gmn gio gi4 gin gi1 rm8 rmn rm1 wm1 wi5 -
1015 - .25g - md8 wi5 wm5 gi1 gi5 -
910 -
805 - .20g - gi1 gi5 gm8 ri8 rm1 rm8 rmn -
640 - .20g - win wi4 wi1 wi5 gio gin gi1 gi5 gi4 - kinda bad ^ weird end
517 - .20g - wi8 wi1 we8 md8 wm1 - idr floaty bad probably
412 - gi1 gi4 gi5 rm8 ri8 rm1 rmn rbn - hot headache end was getting mad and ^
240 - md8 wi8 wi1 wi5 win wi4 we3 - worse, not even close man weird ^ hot headache end
116 - .20g - wm1 wi5 gi1 gi5 - p g then bad by the end coughy again. glimmers of insp or sthng
i think worse, feeling overwhelmed and confused at the end, hot headache endf
1230 - wi8 wm1 wi4 win md8 we3 - headachey, confused, not myself dont like anything puu coughing
was kinda like walking around and cleaning/organizing but i feel awful havent been *
all day really my head is weird and soupy and swimmy and i feel like im getting aura
1133 - wm5 wm1 wi5 ri8 rm1 rm8 - not really good at all at least before i got in the shower
1040 - gi1 gi5 we8 md8 sthgn else bad
940 - md8 wm1 ri8 rm1 - p g dropoff but better than a lot of stuff
840 - wi1 wi5 wi4 wi8? or something? definitely wi1 wi5 and i couldnt get off the couch
1220
900 - wm1 we8 md8 wi8 wm5 wm8 -
635 - rmn rm8 rm1 ri8 gi1 gi5 gio gi4 -
540 - wm5 wm8 wm1 wi1 wi5 - not very good
440 - gm8 gmn gio gi5 gi1 gi4 gin gbn gmn - eh, idk
335 - RI8 RM8 RM1 MD8 WM5 WM8 WM1 - TUMMY HURTS HOT WEIRD HEADACHE
230 - we8 we3 wm1 wm5 wm8 wmd md8 wi4 wi5 wi8 -
103 - gi1 gio gi4 gi5 rbn rmn rmr1 ri8 re3 - idk kinda weird, ^
1150 - we3 wi4 win wi1 wi5 wi8 md8 - p bad at the end, was V beginning but ^ rlly quick
1020 - wmn wm1 wm5 wm8 rmn rm1 rm8 - by the end it was as bad as this morning again
920 - wm1 we8 md8 gi5 gi1 - really fucking bad. so so bad
750 - md8 wm5 wm8 wm1 rm8 rm1 ri8 - way way better then weird end, cant breathe
really foggy. i'd still prefer it over most stuff. i think i was *_* or
*_* active or sthing. rlly sudden dropoff glad i waited to take next
suddenly really dysphoric, total whiplash getting a headache
1100 - wm5 wm8 wm1 md8 wi5 -
1000 - wi1 gi1 wi5 gi5 - SO bad. really angry, stomach hurts, headache, mad,
dusty confused irrational
900 - wm1 wi5 wi1 wm8 wm5 wi8 -
807 -
652 - wi1 wi5 wm1 wm5 md8 -
600 - gi5 - dusty, panicky, thirsty, weird
500 - wi5 - idk i was ^ kinda *_* ish weirdy
355 - gi5 wi5 - idk weirdy end like when the last indos were new
240 - gm5 gi4 gbn gio wi8 wm1 - idk kinda goopyish yknow, weirdy idk ^
143 - gi1 wm5 md8 - omg ^ dc at all no fire at all just floaty and bad
1235 - wi1 wi8 wm1 wm8 - dusty coughy weird ^ end
1130 - wm5 wm8 md8 we3 we8 wm1 - crumpy mad ha dusty weird throat coughy ^
1015 - gi1 wi1 md8 gi4 - crumpy ^ ha end coughing end
915 - wi8 wm1 wm5 wm8 - i think i didnt like the end but then i was sooooo V *_*
in the next dose but ruined by the end of it i guess
824 - gi1 wi1 md8 gbn - bad, goopy, crumpy, ha, coughing
720 - wm5 wm8 wm1 md8 - p g dusty coughing end
all are .25 unless otherwise noted
635 - .25 - md8 wm1 we8 ri8 re3 rm1 -
516 - .25 - wi8 wi4 gi1 - such a bad end
412 - .25 - wm5 wm8 wm1 rm8 wm8 rm1 -
250 - .25 - wi8 wm1 we8 md8 - idk tired end but betterish, rlly *_* beginnin
140 - .25 - wm5 wm8 gio gi4 wi1 gi1 - still bad ^
1220 - .25 - rm1 rm8 re3 we8 wm1 wi1 - prettu hoprrible
1100 - .25 - wm5 md8 gi1 - *_* and V then really weird and scared, rlly distressed end
1010 - .25 - rmn rm1 ri8 wi1 wm1 - goopy, ^, bad, was kinda *_* and g middile
925 - .25 - wm5 wm8 we8 gm5 gi1 - bad, goopy, dc, not myslef neg dysphoric headachey
815 - .25 - md8 wi1 we3 - so bad, sad, weird throat, ^ not myself dysphoric scared crumpy
so bad by the end coughy pretty much anything bad you can think of is here
i was inspired and thinking everything was turning around in the middle so i
guess i'm gonna try wi1 again, i really don't know about md8 man... i don't know
735 - .25 - wm5 wm8 gi1 - woke knida g esp into next dose, thought tired was @1st not end?
234 - 0.25g - win wi4 wi1 wm5 wm8 -
118 - 0.25g - wmn wm1 wm5 wm8 rmn rm8 rm1 -
1220 - 0.25g - gi1 gio wmd md8 - really fucking bad headache awful awful awful awful
immense, immense pain i'm in so so so much fucking pain my whole body hurts
it is so fucking crumpy, i have a horrible headache like last night, it's bad
1110 - 0.25g - wm5 wm8 wm1 wi1 - idk goopy ^ hot weird
1010 - we8 gi1 wi8 gm8 - headachey, hot, goopy not myself ^ i feel sick
917 - md8 wm5 wm8 win - headachey crumpy, p g end i can't lie
830 - gi1 wi1 - eyes weird but flashes of relatively g stuff, *_* but too happening
1020
736 - wmn wm5 wm8 gi1 rm8 ri8 rm1 -
546 - wm5 wm8 wm1 md8 - sooooooooooooooooooo bad
350 -
200 - gi1 md8 gio gin wi8 -
1145 - gi1 wm1 -
1056 - md8 wm5 gi1 - better but really weird
957 - wm1 we8 re3 rm1 - a lot better i guess, slightly weird head
813 - wm5 wm8 wi1 wm1 - so so so so so so so so so so so horrible
sooooooooooo fucking dusty, confused, everythign is
touching me im panicking
920 -
120 - wi1 gi1 rm1 wm1 -
in bags is gmn gm5 gi1 rm1 ri8
1220 - wi4 wi8 we8 gm8 gi1 - dusty and mad instantly
1115 - wm1 wm5 wm8 gi1 gin gi4 - sad vortex
1013 - we8 we3 wi1 md8 wmd -
913 - rmn rm8 rm1 wm5 wm8 wm1 - kinda crazy
813 - wi1 gi1 - idk okish but weird
806 - we8 wi1 wi8 wm1 -
700
558 - rmn rm1 rm8 ri8 win wi8 wm5 wm8 wm1 -
435 - gi4 gin gio gi1 we8 md8 wi1 -
335 - wm5 wm8 wm1 wi1 -
209 - rm8 rm1 ri8 rbn gi4 gio gbn gi1 gm5 -
110 - gmn gin gi4 gi1 gm8 wi1 we3 wi4 md8 wi8 - idk bad end
1207 - wm8 wm5 wm1 wmn - soooooooooooooo so so bad
1045 - we8 md8 gbn gi1 gi4 gin - was p *_* then really weird, really really weird bad end
940 - wm5 wm8 wmn wm1 wi1 wi4 win wi8 - panicking sweaty hands bad
836 - md8 wm8 gi1 gio - *_* but goopyish and weirdy pos leaning all things considered
700 - we8 wm1 - so fucing bad slighy insp underneath end
910
715 - .30 - wm1 md8 ri8 rm1 -
532 - .30 - wi1 wm8 wi4 gi1 gm8 -
443 - .30 - wm1 wm8 we8 wi8 -
335 *- .30 - md8 wi1 gio gmn gin gi1 -
240 - .35g - rm1 rm8 rmn wm5 wm8 wm1 - bad bad bad bad bad
100 - .30g - wi1 md8 gm8 gi1 - idk i guess i didnt like it but i fetl pretty good man
1147 - we3 wm5 wi4 wm1 win we8 - goopy scared
1048 - wm8 wm5 wi1 md8 rm8 ri8 rm1 - idk kinda bad and weird
952 - wm1 we8 wi4 wi8 - idk floaty not a lot better man. bundley? i think i was *_* and getting insp end
820 - md8 rm1 gi1 - idk, just nothing good and kind of lobotomized
720 - wm5 wm8 wm1 wi1 - rlly crazy again dry throat cant breathe hate everything
it hasnt' been this bad in a really long time. idc about anything
but am also highly triggerable crazy feeling cant handle anything
and im like foggy and comatose at the same time
600 - wm1 md8 - ok p g then REALLY strong cant brebathe
1116 - we8 we3 wi8 gm8 gi1 - getting so mad and so dusty so fast. just go to sleep
1045 - md8 wi1 wm8 wm5 wm1 - idk man. i got hazy right away and it made me really mad, getting insp
905 - .35g - rm8 rm1 ri8 gm5 gin gmn gi1 gio gbn -
735 - .35g - wi1 wi8 wmd md8 wm1 wm5 wm8 - idk man. bad
632 - gm8 gi1 gi4 rm8 ri8 rm1 - goopy mad
540 - wm5 wm8 we8 wm1
411 - .34g - gm5 gm8 gi1 wm5 wm1 wm8 wi4 -
247 - .40g - rm1 ri8 re3 rm8 - kinda bad
137 - .35g - wi1 md8 wi8 gm5 gio gmn gi1 gi4 - scared goopy not myself selfconscious ^ weird floaty
1207 - .36g - ri8 rm8 gi1 gm8 - idk i was still rlly uncomf and nervous, even scared of my apt and stuff
1115 - .37g - wm1 we8 md8 wm8 - idk why but this is so muich worse, foggier, nothing good, panicking
compared to before, im just ^ dc weird floaty not myself don't like the things i like, etc
957 - .35g - wi1 wm5 wi4 md8 gio gbn gin gm5 gi4 - worse. goopy, confused, slow, tired, not myself, sat
here for an entire hour not listening to my show at all just completely comatose
857 - rm1 re3 wm1 we8 - kinda crazy, panicking, unsettled cant breathe puu again
excited about izzy at the end though
800 - wm5 wm8 wi1 md8 - bit better puu dusty uncomf throat, kinda g end
i think there was actually something to do this dose, i was pretty positive and even
inspired to do the comic and listen to music and stuff. the next dose was a complete 180
this does always happen when i put in gm5/gm8/wm5/wm8 but they're never good together
300 - gi1 wm1 - SO bad, nuked
707 - 40 gm5 gm8 gi1 wm5 wm8 wm1 -
606 - .35g - wi1 wm5 wm8 wi4 md8 win gio gm5 gm8 gin gmn -
510 - .35g - rm8 rm1 wm1 wm5 wm8 - terrible terrible crumpy hot headache horrendous really fucking bad
351 - .35g - gio gi4 gin gi1 wi4 wi1 wi8 -
231 - .35g - rm1 gm5 gm8 we8 wm5 - REALLY fucking bad horrendous awful hot crumpy headache, weird throat
103 - .33G - gbn gi1 md8 wi1 - crumpy hot headache mad sad end not myself
1152 - .35g - wi4 we3 wm8 wm5 wm1 - ow man, so fucking bad ... i was good for an hour then just fucking AWFUL
1100 - gm8 gi1 wi1 md8 win - a bit better but i was getting all fragile and mad and cant do stuff
950 - wm1 rm1 - really really bad, really out of it, not myself, sick, terrible, so bad.
830 - gi1 gi4 md8 wm1 - all over the place. weird throat, grossed out,
puu flashes of g i guess but fading, bad end
1041 - gio gm4 gmn gm8 gi1 gin gi4 we8 wm1 wi8 wm8 wm5 wi4 -
915 - ri8 rm8 rm1 re3 wi4 wm8 wi1 wm1 wm5
822 - wi8 md8 we8 gin gi4 gi1 gio -
557 - we3 wm5 wi1 wi4 wmn wi8 we8 win -
440 -
302 - we3 md8 wi8 wi1 wm5 wm8 wi4 win wi1 -
1151 - .35g - gmn gm5 gm8 gio gi1 rm1 rmn ri8 rm8 -
1053 - .35f - wi8 we8 wi1 wm1 - not very good at all
954 - .35g - md8 wm8 wm1 rm8 rm1 rbn - just blegh and crumpy hot feeling, goopy
850 - gmn gm8 rm1 wm1 - panicked really bad
750 - rm1 wm1 gi1 - ended up being pretty crazy
650 - wm1 wm5 wm8 wi1 - idk i think better than i thought
1035 - .40h - rmn rm8 rm1 wm1 wmn wm5 wm8 gm5 gmn gm8 -
715 - .40h - wm5 wm8 wm1 gi1 gm8 -
633 - .40g - gin gbn gm5 gi4 gmn gio wi8 md8 wi1 - dusty motor loss really mad
530 - .40g - re3 rm8 rm1 wm1 wm5 wm8 we8 - prretyy bad, pretty fucking horrible
413 - .40g - gin gi1 gi4 gio wi8 win wi4 wi1 - strep feeling, ha, ^ touchy hot did i
315 - .40g - wi8 we8 md8 wi1 rm1 rbn rm8 ri8 - idk ^
215 - .30g - gmn gm5 gm8 wm5 wm8 wm1 - bad still
122 - .30g - gi4 gi1 we3 win wmd wi4 md8 - really crumpy again, worse
1156 - .30g - wm5 wm8 wi1 wm1 md8 - so terrible, so crumpy, ^, touchy, crumpy, hot headache
1112 - .30g - gio gbn gmn gi4 gm8 gm5 gi1 gin - blegh, kinda wierd head not good
1015 - .30g - rmn rm1 rm8 re3 we3 we8 wm5 wm8 wm1 - bad crumpy headache
855 all indo - fucking atrocious so bad
815 we8 md8 wm1 - headachey and crazyh but i was better end
643 probably had indo in it woke crazyh
1010
811 - wbo we3 wi1 wm8 md8 wi4 wm5 gi4 gmn gin gi1 gbn gio gm5 -
635
525 - gm5 gmn gi4 gio gi1 md8 wm1 wm5 wm8
426 - gio gi4 gmn gin gm5 gi1 gm8 rm8 re3 ri8 rmn rbn rm1 - c
332 - wm5 wm8 we3 wi1 wi4 md8 gm5 gi1 gi4 gm8 gio -
235 -
120 - +
1227 -
1120 - rm1 rm8 wm5 wm8 wm1 -
1030 - we3 wi4 wm5 wm8 gi1 gi4 -
855 - md8 win wi8 wm5 wm1 -
750 - wm5 wm8 wm1 we8 we3 - idk maybe better but headache and sick
650 - gm8 gi1 wm5 wm8 wm1 ri8 rm8 - bad headache sad dysphoric scared
555 - wm5 wm8 wm1 md8 - i think i was p g then crashed, salad
1035 - gio gi4 gi1 wi1 wi4 md8 -
912 - wm5 wm8 wm5 wm8 rm1 rm8 -
815 - wi8 wi1 gi1 gi4 gio - idk maybe better but im still unstable
715 - we8 wm1 and idk what else wm5 wm8... talking then bad
615 - rm1 ri8 rbn rmn rm8 wi1 wm5 wm8 md8 -
517 - gio gi4 gi1 wm1 wm5 wm8 - tumy hurts tired slow sad irrational
402 - we8 md8 wm1 wm5 rm8 rm1 ri8 -
238 - gin gi1 gi4 gio win wi1 wi4 wi8 - kinda bad ^
113 - rm1 ri8 rm8 md8 we8 wm1 - V *_* then headachey, neg, idk ^ bad
1200 - gi1 gm8 wi1 wm5 wm8 - really tired and confused end, got sadish idk
1102 - re3 rm1 ri8 wm1 wi8 we8 - i drove again i didnt love it but i was like insp leaning maybe
1007 - gio gi4 gmn gm5 gm8 gin gi1 - getting sad almsot right away
907 - rmn rm8 rm1 ri8 wi1 wm1 wm5 wm8 - really really dizzy confused upset almost right away
panicking really badly already. idk i drove at the end
807 - md8 we8 wm1 - i didnt like it so much
nite - woke up so nuked from the greens i think.... gm5 gm8 gm1 and some other stuff, i guess
i was in a jovial mood but it was bad in other ways
1242 - 0.40 - gm8 gio gi1 wm5 wm8 wm1 -
1120
1000
708 - 0.40g - gio gmn gin gi4 gm5 gi1 gm8 gbn -
600 - 0.40h - wm1 wi1 wi8 wmn we8 we3 wm5 wm8 - bad+
503 - 0.40g - gi1 gio gm8 wm8 wi4 wm1 - i got really bad uncomfortable dysphoric scared etc
340 - 0.40g - wm8 wmn we3 we8 gi1 gio gm8 - idk mixed, mostly too uncomfortable
220 - 0.40g - wm5 wm8 wm1 gm5 gmn gm8 - eh, tiny bit insp ish at the end
106 - 0.40g - gi4 gi1 wi8 we8 - shitty and bad
1150 - 0.40g - wm5 wm8 wi1 rm1 rm8 - really bad, slipping away
1032 - 0.40g - gi1 gm8 gio wi4 wi8 we8 - it's better i guess but i feel neutered, can't do stuff
rlly *_* end. i guess it's gi1 but idk if it's even usable, end really confused
heartbeaty bad. insp end wrote in doc
830 - wm1 wi1 md8 - panicky, weird, unsettled, uncomfortable, almost nothing good, weird throat
weird head sweaty heartbeaty confused
730 - wm5 wm8 we8 wm1 - it was pretty bad but i noticed when i was panicking and taking a
dookie i was getting inspired thinking about the alabasta arc and crocodile
nite - wi1 gi1 - woke up SOOOOO bad, i was *_* V on the couch but couldnt even play my game
or open my eyes
1000 - rmn rm1 rm8 wm5 wm8 wm1 gmn gm5 gm8 -
707 - ra1 gm5 gin gi4 gmn gm8 gbn gi1 gio -
545 - md8 we8 wi1 wm1 -
gio gi1 wm5 wm8 wmd - sucks ass dude it sucks
350 - 0.45g - wi1 wm1 wm5 md8 -
150 - ALL GREEN BAD
1250 - 0.45g - wm1 wm5 wm8 rm1 rm8 - dude, i'm really mad and headachey and negative again...
i'm starting to lose my fuckign mind, i'm going to lose my ACTUAL REAL
MIND IT'S NOT A FUCKING GAME ANYMORE reliving difficult memories
1155 - gin gmn gm5 gi1 wm5 wm8 wm1 - maybe slightly better but crumyp af ^ af headache
ngl it IS horrible, but i kept getting weird breif insp flashes, or
idk just felt comfortable or like it's all gonna be alright or sthng
1030 - wi and wm - kinda floaty bad
927 - 0.50 - wm1 wm5 wm8 gin gio gi1 gi4 - rlly bad scared panicked
810 - wm1 wm1 rbn ri8 rm1 - i got fucking foggy SO instantly, nervous, barely know
what is oging on at all. so many really weird things emotionally
im panicking reliving difficult memories its just so bad man
730 - wm5 wm8 wm1 md8 - it was ok ish and i talked for a bit but then got really
nervous unsettled puu panicky
nite - i think it had gi1 and wi1 in it, and i woke up alarmingly nuked
|| idr what i even took in the night, and this morning, md8 didnt make me
|| tired or foggy at all. doesnt that mean its wi1, like at the 810 dose?
|| i didnt like the 730 or 830 doses, but the brainfog very clearly starts
|| after. do you think i was onto something with the gi and wm i didnt try?
959 - we3 we8 wm5 wm8 wm1 -
740 -
559 - 0.50g - wm1 wm5 wm8 wmd md8 -
447 ai
347 wm1 wm5 gmn gm5 gm8 - crumpy self sucks ^
232 - 0.50g - md8 we8 wm1 wi1 -
117 - 0.50g - gi4 gio gi1 wm8 wm1 - bad bad bad weird idk bad
1220 - 0.50g - wmn wm5 wm8 wm1 rmn rm8 rm1 - crappy ^ dc self
1120 - 0.50g - wi1 md8 wi4 wi8 wm1 - bad end self ^ dc
1018 - 0.52g - rm1 wm1 gi1 - soooo fucking goopy and uncomfortable, weird mouth
feel, really annoyed dysphoric negative crazy feeling
910 - 0.50g - gmn gm5 gm8 wmn wm5 wm8 - rlly fucking bad at the end, the old
ones arent usable even if the new ones arent the old ones are
not a thing you want to take man. its crumpy, i'm all goopy and
i just hate everything, dysphoric, negative, dc, impossible feel
807 - 0.50g - wm1 wi1 - it was really bad by the end, ^ self headache
nothing good about it at all, *_* into next dose, i think these
were responsible for the really positive vibe in the next one beg
658 - rm1 rbn ri8 gi1 gio gi4 - really mad goopy sad upset isntantly, worse
i did feel happening at the end but was so uncomfortable
545 - wm5 wm8 wm1 - ok but got weird, eyes feel weird, insp end
825 -Q
725 - md8 wm5 wm8 wi1 wm1 - ok kinda weird
624 - 0.50 - gin gi4 gi1 gio win wi1 wi4 wi8 - so fing mad
520 - 0.50 - rmn rm8 rm1 wmn wm1 wm5 wm8 -
412 - 0.50g - md8 wm1 we8 -
317 - 0..50gh wm5 wi1 gm5 gi1 - weird head not especially good idk
222 - 0.50g - wm5 wm8 wm1 gmn gm5 gm8 - rlly crumpy ^
117 - 0.40g - wi4 wi1 wm5 wm8 - i think ok? *_*, weird ^ floaty end
1222 - 0.55g - gmn gi1 gm4 gi4 gm8 gin gio - rlly mad, bad, rlly ^, ok ish end
ig i were forced to be objective but... i mean i feel insane still
1125 - 0.55g - wmn wm5 wm8 wm1 -
, weird, bad, ^ as hell
1027 - 0.55g - gbn gm5 rm1 wm1 - feel a little too crazy and uncomfortable ^
floaty weird end... it was mixed, i felt pg at times, really
dysphoric other times
943 - 0.40g - wm5 wm8 rmn rm8 - idk man really weak and stuff chills
847 - 0.45g - we3 we8 wm5 wm1 - pretty bad headache etc
755 - wi1 gi1 - really bad, panicky, weird mouth feel puu rlly bad
645 - wm5 wm8 wm1 - p g omw up but grossed out, sweaty hands, foggy... end
was panicky, but idk there was sthing more positive throughout
this whole dose compared to most mornings esp lately, i couldnt
decide how to experiment next dose and panicked, puu more salad
nite - gmn gm5 gm8 wmn wm5 wm8 - woke pretty squirmy uncomf
250 - 0.50g - gm8 wm1 -
155 - 0.20g - we3 we8 wm5 gi1 gm8 -
1253 - 0.40g - wm1 wi1 rm1 rmn rm1 ri8 - feeling crazy... its strong and headachey...
1145 - 0.40h - gio gi4 gmn gm5 gm8 wi8 we8 wm1 - ^ then rlly fing bad weird end
1050 - 0.40g - re3 ri8 rm8 rm1 - bad, weird, crazy feeling, weird head, better end
950 - 0.40g - wmn wm1 wm5 wm8 wmd md8 wbo - goopy tired better end
850 - 0.40g - gm8 gi1 we8 idk - crazy feeling
800 - rm1 wm1 rm8 wm8 - ok then weird end rlly strong dizzy netter end
710 - wi4 wi1 wm5 wm8 - ok then weirf bad end
nite - all green, wokr crzy
1054 - 0.45g - gmn gm5 gi4 gi1 we8 md8 - i missed u too jeez.....
915 - 0.45g - gio gin gmn gm5 gm8 gi4 gi1 gbn -
825 - 0.50g - wm1 wi1 we8 - really weird bad head mo end upset crzy 10min in
735 - 0.45g - gin gi4 gi1 gm5 wi4 md8 wi8 - actually p bad by the end
635 - 0.45g - ra1 = really fucking mad it sucks soooooooooooooooooooooooo bad
528 - 0.45g - gm5 gm8 gm1 md8 we8 - i think *_* V and a bit better
422 - 0.55 - re3 ri8 rbn we3 wi1 we8 wi8 -
321 + 0.45g - gi4 gio gin gi1 md8 wm5 wm8 - still werid, bad, idk
old malay - limey dusty 5 basically same 8
newer md8 similar more lime sticky nose ele more duysty
new malay 1 very acidic limey sharp stick nose extreme sharp
wm1 eveen more sharp limey
gm1 mellow lime subtle stick in nose
rm1 cardboardy no smell bruh :)
220 - wm8 wm1 we3 wi4 wi1 md8 -
1255 - gio gmn gm5 gm8 wm5 wm8 wm1 -
1155 - 0.37g - we8 we3 gi4 gi1 - not much better heartbeaty again goopy negative ^
getting sad feel like total and complete ass about myself
1040 - rmn rm8 rm1 wm5 wm8 wm1 - weird throat, weird head, so panicked, so confused
really bad end, ^, weird head weird throat too hot too weird scattered
940 - gio we8 we3 gi1 - got heartbeaty and sweaty and stuff... confused, there was some ok
*_* V end but still something sinister underneath
whatever from last night was bad
1120 - gm5 gi4 gmn gi1 gio we8 we3 wi4 wm8 -
1020 -
930 -
817 - 0.55g - we8 wm1 md8 gi1 -
648 - 0.50g - wm8 wmd wm1 gm5 gm8 gi1 - pretty fucking bad dude
405 - 0.50g - win wi1 wi4 wi8 ri8 -
310 - 0.45g - gi1 wm1 - idk if i really felt that bad by the end, i may regret changing
mo end
216 - 0.40g - wi4 wi1 win wm8 wmd md8 - idk i was ^ but p *_* even thought about
did i? probably would have had it persisted
127 - 0.53g - re3 rm8 rm1 rmn rbn ri8 - p bad
1234 - 0.55g - gi4 gio gmn gm5 gin gm8 wm8 wi8 md8 -
1127 - 0.45g - rm1 rm8 rmn we8 wi1 wm5 - realoly bad way worse agian, stop taking
those fucking new ones...
1026 - 0.40g - rm8 ri8 rmn wm8 md8 - i don't get this at all, man. i still feel
the weird way the new ones are responsible for. this is so fucked
i'm so fucking angry i REALLY. REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLYU REALLY
REALLY CAN NOT DO THIS ANY MORE I CAN NOT DO THIS ANY MORE I CAN NOT DO
around 1130 i was starting to feel a bit better and less weird
938 - 0.30g - gio gi1 gm8 we8 we3 wi4 wmd wm5 - really bad again and i guess
im not ready for .30g... you cannot take any of these new ones at all
all four of them make everything insane every single time i put any
amount of them in any dose, and it's all insane in the same exact way
830 - wm1 wi8 we8 md8 - so so so so fucking horribe
730 - 0.40g - ` gm5 gi4 wm5 wm8 and some crap idk hated it
630 - r & g - ok ish idk bad end
500 - 0.40g - gi1 win1 - so bad
nite - reds and greens - woke ok but weird
938 - 0.60g - gi1 gmn gi4 gm5 gio gm8 wi8 we8 wi1 wm1 -
625 - 0.60g we3 wi1 wi4 wi8 wm5 wm8 wbo re3 ri8 rm1 rmn rbn rm8 -
504 - 0.50g - gmn gm5 gm8 gi4 we3 md8 wm1 -
404 - 0.50g - re3 rm1 rm8 rmn ri8 rbn win wi4 wi1 wm5 wm8 wbo we8 - may be fine but
im getting the weird hot head stuff... i guess *_* but at what cost
252 - 0.60g - gmn gi1 gio gin gi4 gbn gm8 gm5 -
151 - md8 we8 rm1 ri8 rbn - tummy, frazzled
1250 - 0.40g - wi8 win wi1 we3 gm5 gm8 gi1 - pretty bad worse i fucking hate it
1145 - 0.40g - wm1 rm1 - pretty bad, i'm glad i checked. sick, ^, dc, semblance of * but
its probably the lower dose and different ones. really, really dysphoric
1030 - wi4 wm5 wm8 we8 gm8 gm5 gmn gi1 - kinda better then ^ floaty mad sad end
930 - WI1 WM5 MD8 WM1 - really fucking sick, really bad headache, crumpy
tummy dc ^ can't do stuff everything touching me
815 - wi1 gi1 gm8 we8 - oh no i can already tell this is going to get bad...
i guess try gmn gm5 gm8 wm8 wm1 or something
720 - rm1 rm8 ri8 wi4 md8 we8 gmn gi1 gm8 gm5 - better but floaty
620 - wm1 rm1 and something... gm8??? it got really bad
nite - rm1 rm8 ri8 wi4 md8 we8 gmn gi1 gm8 gm5 - felt better but was too tired
1223 - rm1 rm8 ri8 wi4 md8 we8 gmn gi1 gm8 gm5 -
958 - 0.50g - gmn gm5 gm8 gi4 md8 we8 we3 -
817 - 0.50g - wm5 wm8 wm1 rmn rm8 rm1 - shitty sad dusty confused straight
632 - 0.50g - md8 wm5 wm1 wm8 rm8 re3 rmn rm1 rbn -
531 - 0.50g - all indo - p bad
433 - 0.40g - md8 wm1 we8 wi8 -
333 - 0.40G - WM8 WI1 GM8 GI1 - kinda bad
235 - 0.40g - wm5 md8 wi1 wm1 rbn rmn ri8 rm1 rm8 - sooooo fucking bad WHAT IS HAPPENING
GASSY MAD DUSTY CONFUSED CAN'T DO ANYTHING HATE MY HAIR CAN'T WAIT IT OUT
141 - 0.40g - gi1 gin gm5 gmn gio wi1 md8 - really dusty, confused, sad instantly
tummy
1240 - 0.40g - wm5 wi8 wm1 rmn rbn rm1 re3 - p bad, tummy, weird, ^, dc, self, sad
i think i was p *_* end tho
1114 - 0.40g - - p bad, V *_* beg ^ tummy end
1016 - wm1 wi1 md8 wm5 wbo rm8 rmn ri8 rm1 rbn - p bad headache tummy ^
gi4 gin gi1 wi8 we8 - really bad actually. *_* end
810 - - didnt like it maybe but *_* V end
700 - gio gi1 wi1 wi4 win - kinda sad and p bad honestly
for the past couple days idk they've been 0.50g
1000 - rm1 wm1 gi4 we8 -
643 - wi4 wm1 md8 gi1 gi4 gio gm5 -
514 - wm1 we8 wi1 wm8 ri8 rbn rmn rm8 re3 rm1 -
314 - gio gi4 gin gmn gi1 gm5 rm1 rbn ri8 rmn re3 -
216 - we8 md8 wi8 win wm1 rm1 -
1255 - gi1 wi1 rm1 - rlly bad headache sick fucking sucks
1140 - wm8 wm1 md8 wmd re3 rbn rmn rm1 rm8 - insp ish then floaty ha
1050 - wm5 wm8 we3 wm1 gmn gm8 gi1 gm5 - sucked huge headache
1000 - gio gi4 gi1 gbn md8 wi1 wi8 - still sucked huge headache
900 reds and no indo it sucked so bad, noticed was smiling @ end
700 wm1 md8 wm8 wm1 bad self squirmy weird
747 - rm1 ri8 we3 wm8 gi4 gi1 -
618 - wi1 md8 we8 wm1 - hot headache floatyy end
525 - wi8 wm1 wm5 gi1 gi4 gio - mo end, tired, idk man
414 - gi1 wi1 we8 md8 - mo end pretty crappy man
304 - wm1 gi1 - rlly *_* then less so end
206 - gio gi1 gi4 we3 win wi1 wi4 - idk kinda bad, crazy, ^, tired
110 - we8 md8 wi8 wm1 wi1 - ok ish V then kinda ^ hot headache
1204 - wi1 wm5 wm8 gi1 gm5 gm8 - soooo fucking bad
1104 - win wi1 wi4 wi8 rm1 ri8 rm8 - *_* V then less energetic, same bad stuff w/o the good
959 - we3 we8 gio gi1 - idk man mixed? V it was still pretty bad, i definitely got *_*
really sick and headachey, hot, weird, but i have to admit there is something
else in there. a tiny bit productive, idk? self, weird, heart beaty, hot, etc
850 - wm8 md8 wi1 wm1 wi8 - bad, like short stabilizations but quickly rubber
banded into super dysphoric vacillations V *_*
700 - rmn rm8 rm1 wm5 wm8 wm1 - so fucking bad
555 - gi1 wi1 - insp end but weird
802 - wi1 wmd wm8 wm1 md8 wm5 wi4 -
640 - rm8 rm1 ri8 rbn gi4 gmn gin gio gm5 gm8 gi1 - eh, headachey hot idk
523 - we8 md8 wm1 wi1 - idk not really that great man, hot headache etcm m,['
355 - gi1 gi4 gio wm1 md8 - kinda insp ish but bad headachey weird
250 - re3 rm1 rbn ri8 rmn wi1 wm1 md8 -
145 - we8 wm1 gio gi4 gi1 rm8 rm1 -
1255 - wm5 wm8 we3 wmd wm1 md8 wi1 wi4 win - pretty bad actually
1133 - md8 wm1 rm1 ri8 rmn gio gi4 - it was worse by the end my dude
944 - wm5 md8 we8 wi1 wm1 - kinda bad ish but i was ok talking, *_* end
820 - rm8 rm1 wm1 wm8 - ha end kinda sad
720 - wi8 wi1 gi1 gio gi4 wi4 - crashed out
555 - wm8 md8 wm1 - ok? got poopy and scared but i guess it was fine
805 - wm5 wm8 gm5 gm8 gi1 md8 - so fucking bad really angry right away
700 - 0.55g ri8 win wi4 wi1 gi4 gi1 gio - *_* end but floaty etc
415 -
315 - 0.55g = we8 md8 wm5 wm8 - still the same weird sad feeling but better idk
215 - 0.55g - rm8 rm1 rmn wm1 wm5 wm8 - bad, hot headache still sad
1258 - 0.56g - gio gm5 gi4 gin gmn gi1 gm8 - bad sad again
1159 - wi4 wm1 wm5 wm8 wi1 win wmd we3 - better then worse. think greens worked
1059 - gio gi4 gi1 md8 wm8 - bad, sad, not as bad tho? maybe *_* end
955 - wm1 wi1 rbn ri8 rm1 - bad still sad
900 - rmn rm1 rm8 gm5 gm8 gi1 - idk, bad... tummy hurts.... *_* end
755 - md8 wmd wm5 wm8 wi1 wi4 - bad, sad
640 - gi4 wm1 rm1 - bad, sad, *_* end for a second
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1215 - we3 we8 wm1 wm5 wm8 -
1100 - win wi4 wi1 gi1 gin gi4 - + still sad vortex.... it must be wi1
-
1015 - rm8 ri8 rmn rm1 wm1 wm5 wm8 wi1 - sad vortex
915 - wm1 wi1 win wi4 gio gi4 gmn gi1 gin - sad vortex
805 - re3 rm8 rbn ri8 rmn rm1 we8 wm1 wi1 md8 - eh idk man
650 - gm5 gm8 gi1 win wm5 wm8 wm1 rmn rm8 rm1 - got super mad
537 - ri8 win wi4 wi1 gin gi1 gio gi4 - eh, not horrible but not rlly good
420 - wm5 wi1 md8 wm8 wmd win wm1 wi8 - kinda bad
310 - rm8 rbn rm1 re3 gm5 gm8 gi1 gi4 - kinda eh, bit strongy, ok but not good
220 - 0.50g - wm8 md8 wi4 wm1 win wm5 we8 wi8 wmd wi1 - worse, weird, ^ dc
120 - gin gi1 gmn gi4 gm5 gio rm1 ri8 rmn rm8 - really fing bad, sick, tummy
i was getting insp at the end
ass ass ass
1150 - wi1 wi4 win we3 wm5 gmn gm5 gio gi1 - idr i would guess kinda bad
1030 - 0.58g - rm8 ri8 rm1 rmn rbn wmd wm5 wm8 wm1 md8 - really bad end. hot weird head
940 - gin gi1 gi4 gio win wi4 wi1 wi8 - not great but i think it was slightly better. ^,
self, getting weird headache at the end. getting that weird upset stomach stuff
just like i predicted i didn't like it but wrote in my TA doc.
844 - we8 wm1 wi1 - REALLY bad almost instantly. weird slippy type headache, sick, idk man
745 - win wi4 wm1 wm5 wi1 we3 rbn rmn ri8 re3 rm1 - ok then bad, got p bad at the end
nite - gm5 gi4 gio gi1 - woke up p bad so i thought i rlly hated it
|| going fwd all doses are .60 unless specified ||